I’m not like most guys. I take a lot of things to heart and over the years its really fucked me up. I fell in love with this wonderful girl things were just amazing. Then out of the blue she dumped me. I was crushed. I tried being with her for four years and I’m so stupid for even trying. She’s engaged now and it kills me. Then senior year of high school I found someone else. She was more than I could ever ask for. She made me feel so happy she fixed me. I wanted to be with her so bad. I tried everything I could to be with her but it was all in vain. She threw me away because of other peoples thoughts about her and me. Sometimes I can’t sleep at night because I think of both of them. Tonight is one of those nights. These two are the only girls I’ve truly loved. But both left me. I know most of you could care less for my problems but I just have to way all this or it’ll break me if I keep it in any longer. Forever in my heart Jami and Hailey 3
gotta get this off my chest
